The Wild Heart: Why You Can't Be 'Optimized' Out of Existence
Dispatch No. 003 | Published: August 8, 2025
The "Optimized" Life: Sounds Great, Until You Try It.
We hear a lot about "optimizing" things these days. Optimize your diet, your workflow, your sleep, your entire life. It sounds good, doesn't it? Make everything perfect, smooth, and efficient. But there's a problem. They're trying to optimize you—the messy, unpredictable, sometimes illogical human being—into something that fits neatly into their systems. They want you to be a perfectly running machine.
But you're not a machine. You've got a Wild Heart. You have feelings, quirks, and crazy ideas that don't make sense on a spreadsheet. They can try to track your every move, predict your every choice, and nudge you into their preferred behaviors. They can build fancy apps and algorithms to guide you. But there's always a part of you that just won't fit, a part that resists being totally controlled. And that, my friends, is a good thing.
The Myth of Perfect Control & Your Inner Rebel.
Let's talk about the Myth of Perfect Control. The people running the systems, the ones building the algorithms, they love the idea that they can predict and manage everything. They think if they just gather enough data, they can make human behavior totally predictable. They want to create a world where everything runs smoothly, without any messy human errors.
But the truth is, they can't. Not really. Humans are too complicated. We contradict ourselves. We act on impulse. We get bored. We suddenly change our minds for no logical reason. This is your Inner Rebel, that part of you that refuses to be put in a box. It's the part that says "no" when the system says "yes," or "maybe" when the system wants a clear answer. That unpredictability? That's your freedom, hiding in plain sight.
Data, Predictability, and the Beautiful Mess.
Why do they want to optimize us so badly? Because Predictability Means Profit. If they know what you'll do next, they can sell you something. They can influence your vote. They can keep you glued to their screens. Your choices become data points, and data points can be bought and sold. They want to turn your vibrant, unique life into a predictable stream of digital information.
But there's something beautiful about the Beautiful Mess of Humanity. It's the parts of you that can't be put into an algorithm. Your random acts of kindness, your sudden bursts of creativity, your weird sense of humor, your unexpected changes of heart. These are the things that make life interesting, that make you you. The systems want to smooth out all the rough edges, but those rough edges are where your true self lives. Don't let them optimize the wildness out of you. Because a perfectly optimized human is just a robot. And robots are boring.